10 July, 2012

The Fork in The Road

Do you ever just feel those moments where it might decide your future? Like you know one way equals one way of your life and the other is an outcome completely different. It is so conflicting ....choose one and you seem like you could be risking it all and another is the safe usual way that will bring no change to your life (positive or negative)....is this one of those situations you can cruise control down the center of and get some change without feeling like everything will be different?.....just some thoughts.

08 July, 2012

The Purpose





Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And you can't help them, at least don't hurt them. -Dalai Lama
All I can say at this moment is that this quote sums up of everything I've been trying to say...just be wiser of the choices you make.

06 July, 2012

BigPicture

you're worthless ...a simple sentence, what harm could come of it? When people talk of suicide or depression. The question of "how could this have happen?"arises. How does someones life condition go this far without notice. But that's the thing it's not just one horrific noticeable event, it's a snowball of events. This is where people don't realize the little things they do truly add up and hurt a person. If the time was taken to write all individual moments that lead to one's feeling of hopelessness,each bullet point alone would probably seem foolish and insignificant. But with every following bullet the previous doesn't erase and just builds up until finally your faced with this massive ink smudged list that almost seems impossible to dispose of. And even if you wanted it gone, burned if you may, where do you start. The beginning? End? Or just the whole thing at once? How do you even begin to address those who have started this madness when they didn't even feel like they were doing anything wrong. Bottom line is that we won't be able to completely rid the world of these occurrences but we can be more conscious of the marks we are imprinting on others life...nothing is insignificant in the grand scheme of things.

Starting New?

I guess this is my first post and hopefully not my last.....so here's the thing I don't know what I want to be or who ill become exactly but what I do know is that I want to change things for everyone. I want to go everywhere learn everything and help everyone. And when my time comes people will know why I'm here and what I stand for. I want people to know that it's okay to just not know. I want to help anyone who has ever felt hopeless or incapable, reach their peak as the person and character they were born to be. REGARDLESS. Of who they are, where they have been, and what they have done. There is always hope and those willing to listen. Hopefully I'll be something comparable to that. :)