02 June, 2014

Class of 2014

as we sit formally and accordingly
it all comes to an end 
the lives we have all been nurturing into a creature called "me"
are suddenly being introduced into the wild 

chains are shattering, ties to those both despised and adored whittle away
as the sea of blue calms, winds will call into the abyss "This is your time!"

we have earned celebration 
late nights, early mornings, investment into the future
hard work has paid off

an eggshell colored scroll skims the ever stretching lines across our palms
here
the flawless journey we have all lived
now
we are certified to dream
certified to live the perfect picket fenced life

but what no one will mention

no one will dare let pass their lips

is the truth

no one will mention this isn't the dream 
the fence from the inside is an unfinished splinter infested divider
smothered in gloss finish paint to conceal the blemished
no one will mention the scars that have worn their hands over the years

it will be left unsaid
that hard work was paid off
late nights, early mornings, have been wasted
sweating through heavy eyes

deadlines

deadlines

dead lines out line the half circles beneath our souls 
as we sip our addictions
living the routine that of middle aged business men
our bodies have been used up

used

to memorize
summarize 
generalize a student body of scores 

a generation of hole punched doors

no one will mention those they watched drown beneath it all
demons emerged and while some confronted and overcame
others became

became all they had swore to never know 
and as broken pinkies hide behind our backs 
and our outreached hand grasps another eggshell colored parchment 
we can't help but wonder
this...this moment is our time?