06 November, 2013

Yes, I'm Complaining

You know what bothers me, obviously not because you're not my brain, but people - People bother me - And it's not even the individuals themselves I dislike, it's the assumptions and ignorant comments that I can't stand - We're constantly surrounded by people criticizing our every action; making inferences as to what meaning we bring to the world - When in reality none of them have any clue who you really are - Everyone is just making mindless assumptions, even right now I'm making the assumption that everyone is shallow and bias...

does that make me a hippocrite?

Anyway... the reason this rant is occuring is souly for my own selfish venting - Daily someone I talk to is surprised to learn I enjoy a certain kind of music, or that I have knowlege that surpasses "8 Lip Shades That Will Leave Him Breathless" - Did it ever occur to them that maybe I'm just cautious with who I share my life with - I'm not actually as dumb/shallow as I may appear, I'm not a genius, but I do think some of my thoughts are worth while
Personally I think people do not take me very seriously, they view me as nothing more than a goofy upbeat girl, and they mistake this for me not having any stuggle or experience in my life - When in reality, not to come off self righteous, I have actually been faced with many rough patches that I have had to overcome - And because of my own challenges I try to make those around me happy --- because I feel for what they are going through

I think this is why people are so often surprised by my taste in music - I guess I just don't scream "tourtured artist" enough to enjoy anything outside the genre of mainstream pop - It is absolutly taboo to have your *neccessity cds encompass (not limited to): Macklemore, The Beatles, The Black Keys, Eminem ... - It's almost like people are absolutely baffled to find that one person could possibly be more than meets the eye

*Detour*

Honestly, this is where the hippocrite leaks in, when I find out someone likes the same music as I do... I instantly love them - I'm not ashamed to say it - if we like the same music I will ASSUME we are spirit animals meant to cross paths for the remainder of our natural lives - because music is more than well placed rythems and words - it's all of the emotion and experience that none of us want to admit
I guess I'm finished with my rant...

keep your heart lifted and your head high <-----not too high though or people will start to assume that you are uneducated and emotionally immature

okay now I'm finished, goodbye.


*neccessity cds - the handfull of cds you pick up before getting into the car for a long trip

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